but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want
to feel !!”
I’m not a girl that thinks a guy is the answer
I’m just tired of being alone and single. I’m convincing myself,
Yes I’ll find someone, I won’t be alone, I guess it’s just going to
take some time, but I’ll be Okay.
You know that feeling you get when you start to realize you're
alone, when you just wake up one day and snap out of some
trance you've been in. It's like that rude awakening from the
cold air. Well, it hit me today and I see a world paired off
leaving me the odd one out.
And now after couple of days I feel like no one wants me or
that I’m not even there when it comes to liking someone. They
just don’t seem to care and I'm tired of not being enough for
them….one thing is for sure the Guys I have met in my life so
far are fucking Jerks!!!!
When I look around all I see is couples holding tight. stealing
kisses when they think no one is watching. OH Gawd! how I wish I could be her.. I want to be that one just to know that someone is there and someone could care about me also. I wouldn't mind holding hands or going on dates.
I need a Man... A True Guy, one who looks real tough but
won’t make me cry. That kind of person who understands even
when he’s with his boys and says....baby, Hold my hand!
Being his girl if somebody says something about me he’ll stick
up for me and kick their asses off.
I just want that one person that can make me smile when
I’m crying and will laugh at my jokes even when they’re not
funny. Who hold me tight, kiss me, look at me and say 'I love
you unconditionally' and actually mean it with all my heart.
Someone who isn’t afraid to act like himself around me
and for me to be able to act like myself around him
someone to cuddle with and make me feel wanted
someone to love… and someone to love me!
all I need someone that’s nice and so damn fine so I can tell
my girls.. Yep, he's mine!!
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